I'm learning more and more about balancing life as a working mom. Some days, I have it all together. Other days, I fall apart into a million pieces. Working full-time, being a mom, and commuting are super tough. I have a 40 minute drive to and from work everyday, along with the added stressors of road rage I-40 drivers. Anyone who tells you its easy is a liar, or they have a very flexible job and nanny/maid fairy.
I don't know what the future holds for me professionally or personally. I do know, however, that I love this little girl to death. I love watching her grow, watching her learn, watching her watch us....
Sometimes at night, all Brent and I can do is just look at each other in prideful disbelief at the latest thing Emma has just done. Every parent says it...but this girl has stolen my heart completely.
|Selfies with Smoothies...|
|She wouldn't let the cup go.....|
|and insisted on holding it in the car....I had visions of sticky smoothie everywhere. Thankfully, we had no spills.|
|There have been a few nice days to enjoy outside. Emma LOVES being outside and a few nights, we even ate dinner out on the deck.|
|Saturday, NCSU was playing Duke in the ACC tournament. Sadly, Duke won that game (but lost in the finals - hooray!) I bought this little Wolfpack dress before Emma was even born..and am so glad she now fits into it.|
|We spent the afternoon playing at my parents. Emma loves to go for walks there.|
|Her new obsession is also sitting in cars. She loves to sit in a parked car and play with everything.|
It's Spring Break at school, so I am enjoying some quiet time at the office. (No, teachers still work during Spring Break) The past 2 weeks have been rough with advising period - I have seen an average of 9 students a day for advising sessions. I am also taking some days off to clean and organize, and de-clutter....I have a whole trunk full of stuff for Goodwill and can't wait to get it out of my possession. And just to spite winter and mother nature, I spent yesterday afternoon putting away almost all wool and winter clothes, all whilst watching it sleet and snow outside. I don't care anymore...I'll just have to be cold. I can't stand wearing any more wool. I know you agree:)
So, even though it's cold and wet and I'm struggling to find time to do it ALL.......I know that I have been blessed with an amazing life, and as Jimmy would put it...
"Wrinkles only go where the smiles have been..."
so I'll take the wrinkles and the hard times because I know then that the good times will be so much sweeter when they come. If you don't feel sadness, you can't appreciate happiness:)